I've talked a couple of times about Chipmunk in my blog (even though i only have 6 posts). Send Chipmunk food, watched movie together, celebrate anniversary, my thoughts for Chipmunk. . .So what's so special about this Chipmunk? For what's worth, this Chipmunk is not a cartoon character. Heehee. Chipmunk !
In this 172 Days of Chipmunk (The Sequel), I would not want to mention the sour moments that we had together, instead it is going to be easier for me to blog about the wonderful stuff about Chipmunk. What makes my heart opened at the first place. What does first love feels like. What I've learnt in Love. What has Chipmunk taught me. The naughty moments with Chipmunk . . wait - this is between us. Heehee.
3rd Day of Knowing Chipmunk: (My thoughts for Chipmunk)
- Chipmunk obssessed with me.
- Trying hard to impress, trying hard to steal my heart.
I never liked Chipmunk at the first place. I'm expecting nothing more from the first night we met. Although we shared some intimacy, but I didnt see any attraction in Chipmunk. Not my type. If you read about 172 Days of Chipmunk (The Break Up) Part 1, I'm like the kind of folks who got into relationship due to parent's choice. Of course my parents did'nt choose Chipmunk for me, but I felt that I forced myself to get in the relationship because Chipmunk was being too nice to me. Too nice that I could'nt afford to reject Chipmunk. So there I was, being in a relationship where the partner that I hoping or is not my type. Well, my friends told me that I should give it a chance. Love goes beyond looks. It's all about the heart; sincerity.
14th Day of Chipmunk: (My Doubts)
- Still indecision of should I put my heart into Chipmunk.
- Insecurities I have over Chipmunk.
29th Day of Chipmunk: (I began to slowly fall in love with Chipmunk)
- I love the fact that Chipmunk fetch me from school.
- I love Chipmunk as Chipmunk take care of me well when I am sick.
- I love Chipmunk as there's many good food that Chipmunk introduce to me (Red Ruby etc.)
42th Day of Chipmunk: (I learnt to love Chipmunk)
- I have already in love with Chipmunk
- I begin to appriciate Chipmunk
- Celebrated my first anniversary.
- We watched family guy weekly at Blue Heaven.
- Accompanied me when I was still working in my graveyard shift.
100th Day of Chipmunk: (I'm totally in Love with Chipmunk!)
- I love Chipmunk's body.
- I love the smell of Chipmunk's body.
- I love Chipmunk's hairstyle.
- I love the slap Chipmunk gave me whenever I am being irritating.
- I love the pic Chipmunk took with the late Baby.
Another words, I'm obssessed with Chipmunk.
169th Day of Chipmunk (Love = Chipmunk, Chipmunk = Love)
- We talked on phone everyday.
- I love Chipmunk's ah lian- ness. L.0.L
- The way chipmunk talks.
- Chipmunk's voice in bed. (Over the phone)
- The way Chipmunk walks. Like P _ N _ _ I N.
- The bites Chipmunk gave.
- The bites Chipmunk gave.
I just love every single thing about Chipmunk. Can't help it. If were compared to the 3rd day of knowing Chipmunk, I was different person.
172th of Chipmunk: Speechless.
- I gave up.
I did it out of anger & i'm really having a damn bad temper that particular week. I had 2 hours of sleep on Monday before going off to work. My school projects were getting on my nerves. Everyone around me felt the heat from me. My Sayang was no exception. However, I not only did it out of anger, but I felt that I am fighting over a valid point. In my point of view.
180th of Chipmunk: Present.
Whatever had happened, I take this love story as a sequel to my life love story. Even though I told myself a week ago that I will never be in love again, I took back my words because I know that can never happen. At the end of the day, whether Chipmunk will be together with me or not, I leave it to destiny. The time frame I gave myself & Chipmunk is kind of unrealistic. Well, like what the old folks always says; If the person you love is meant for you, he or she will be with you. I would like to take this opportunity to thank Chipmunk to show me what's love is roughly about.
For now, I try to love myself. Loving myself has somesort of makes me found a new love. The Love of Materials. I've recently went for a massive shopping to overcome this pain and I've discovered that Materials makes me happy when i felt so lonely. Watch out for my next blog, in few days time. It's about Men & Materials.
Posts
