Looking at The Heart of the Case.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
The Homeless - Part 2
Looking at The Heart of the Case.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
The Homeless - Part 1
When I was a kid, I had always wanted a 'Play House' sold at Toys 'R' Us. It was a hard plastic house that had a size of 3 by 3 metres in length, and a metre in height. What had made it attractive in the eyes of the kids was its bright coloured features and various designs of houses. Die-hard I wanted it badly, despite knowing that it could get stuffy after awhile in it. And my Dearest Mom would give her usual reply of 'Okay, shall get it for you someday' whenever I asked for it. It was only the matter of time before I would figure out that it was just another false hope of hers; like how she used to 'promise' that she would register me for weekly tae-kwon-do lessons back then.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Running With Music.
Like just now, I had a fast start. I was having too much tensions for what had happened earlier in the day. But after a few hundred metres of running, the pace had to reduce tremendously after I realized that, my breathing could not keep up with the speed that I had started with, mainly because; I had not been running consistently for the past two days and had couple of beers and countless sticks of cigarettes over the holidays.
Six years ago, I had been betrayed by a person that I adored so much thus it had made me determined to lose weight as to have a nice figure. That was when I decided to pick up running as an hobby. (Read my article: Vanity on Oneself Does Tell A Story.)
So there I was to be seen circling around the 1 km running track, outskirts of the tennis court, swimming pool and the mini-gym. I would usually run 6-7 km, depending how satisfied I was in my running. One thing for sure; my mood would change after I had completed the run.
I guess running would really help one, take me for an example, to distress and would create a form of motivation- to strive for success, through listening of music. I would never run without my Mp3 player. First of all, I would not receive any inspiration in the run and importantly, it would demotivate me because I could listen to my own breathing which subsequently, would affect my running psychologically.
I would recommend you overweight people to try out the technique of Receiving Motivation Through Listening of Music While Running, if you guys are determined to lose weight. It had worked for me well and till this day, I would not slacken down in my running.
Remember 1 thing:
Always maintain a consistent breathing as not collapsed out of sudden. As much as you are heavy indulged in listening to your music, take note of your safety. Know your limit. Never let your emotions to be carried away so much that you have gone beyond what you could. Not Worth It At All.
Till the next blog; with Loads of Love- Adifazely.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
A Dedication to All the Ass Shakers Out There: Dancing Communicates.
[This is one of my school module project that I've done months ago. I've summarized it into a appropriate blog content length as to not make it too draggy .. Enjoy reading !^^]Okay, imagine you were dancing on dance floor. While your body was following the beat of the music through the speaker, your eyes had caught a sight of the most beautiful stranger you had ever seen in your life. You want to get to know him badly. So what would you do to get close to him? Would you asked your friend to help you out? (My BFF certainly won't do that) Would you smile or give your most stern stare? Or just went up straight to him & say "Hi"? Hmm.
Everyone has their own style & ways of doing it. But for those who always have difficulties in this, probably because you're shy, you might want to consider the following steps below to get close to the beautiful stranger, without even going up to him & say "Hi" and felt awkward after the the first word. I shall introduce you the 3 most basic types of non-verbal communication that will help you in "getting close" your beautiful stranger, that you had your eyes on, on the dance floor.
The 3 non-verbal communication codes are Kinesthetic, Haptic & Proxemic Communication. There's many interpretations we could derive from the three key points when we hit the dance floor. For example; it can show one's intention, insecurities or confidence in his or her dancing.
First Step: Creating A Message Across the Distance.
Kinesthetic communication can be described as communication by the convenient use of facial use of facial expressions and eyes contact. Imagine the guy you admired realized that you had your eyes on him. So what's next? You have to make use of kinesthetic communication to show that you are interested in him & not gossiping or picking a fight with him instead. A short sweet smile would do the trick.
Don't Give up if ...
1). He looked away. Who knows he's probably shy because you're cute. Continue on & off looking towards his direction.
2). He were to give you a stern stare. He gave you a stern stare probably because he might think that you know him. The stern stare was to recall if he have ever know you before.
The both two ques above, doesn't guarantee if the person you admire is interested in you or not. Just be patience. You must remember One Golden Rule in"reading people" which is; Always look for consistency in the behavior of the one being observed.
But please to give up if..
1). He rolled his eyes on you. (He's simply just an arrogant mother-f that does not know to receive smile as a compliment from a stranger.)
Second step: *Blink *Blink. He Winked. What's next?
So it was indeed your lucky night. You had stepped in to the club where you had found an admirer that you had your eyes on. Guess it's time to get closer to the 'fish' that you were 'preying' for. This would leads to the next step; Proxemic communication.
Proxemic communication is communicating with others by the virtue of the relative positioning of your bodies. In the discotheques, people tends to be aware of their personal space as to avoid either being harassed or accused of immodest act of harassing.
So how would you want to get close with him? You guys were like 2 metres away & the dance floor were packed with "wriggling worms". My advice; Shift your position & subtly, dance your way towards him. Your intrusion to his personal space wouldn't make him offended because, you had "send the message" earlier on.
Last step: Touch My Body !
Touch is all about Haptic communication. It's physical touch & the message that is put across. For example, a touch on the upper torso, on someone that is walking, would be a guidance to correct direction. There are several elements of touch that interpret different meanings. It goes from greeting to intimacy and others.
Haptic communication in discotheques help dancers on the dance floor to get more intimate with their partner or flirt. It has been a norm for couples on the dance floor to hold each other by shoulders to feel make them feel secure of their lover from others. If you realized that your beautiful stranger, that you had got close on the dance floor, tends to touch you frequently while dancing, it most probably means that, You Will Have A Good End To the Night.. Hehe. Or an indication that he's interested in getting to know you more. Just wait for cell phone number to be exchange.
Till the next Blog; with Loads of Love Adifazely.
(Thousand apologies for my tenses & grammar. )
Saturday, February 6, 2010
The Infamous: A Tribute to Victims of Sex Video Phones Speculation.
[What Inspired me to blog this tribute? The increasing trends of sex video speculations, without the acknowledge of the involving sex parties, which resulted in increasing rate of suicides or destroying one's life. Besides that, I have two beautiful younger sisters, which I pray everyday that, they won't be victims of these inhumane speculation.]
Hmm. I paused. I read the whole article. I felt sad. I felt for her so bad not because she was a celebrity but, what if (touch wood!) she was my sister or this were to happen to my own sister. How am I, as a brother, able to walk down the streets receiving unwanted stares from strangers that knew about my sister's Infamous video. How am I, as brother, able to defend or stay by my sister side, when my own family members bad talked about my sister during a family gathering. How am I, as a brother, going to give moral support to my sister, at the same time controlling my anger, after all the shame she had brought to the family. I pondered till I almost teared. I still remember the every first video that featured two Malay students that were having sex at scene of a staircase. As My heterosexual friends were getting aroused from the Infamous video, I felt disgusted. Same thing was running through my mind; What if ..
As soon as I snapped out of my pondering, I lie besides my sister, she was 3 years younger than me, that was on the couch- busy playing her Facebook game and told her about this matter. As soon as I finished my lecture, she turned her focused from her notebook and looked amazed.
"She actually did that?" asked my sister, Sheila.
"Yup.. Oh Come on, don't be surprised. Celebrities are not angels after all. They have their mistakes & imperfections. But they supposed to be a Role Models for their fans," I replied in relation to the recent sex scandal story.
"Whatever it is, I'm telling you this so that you would know ... " I widened my eyes as I mentioned the last word of my sentence.
"Ya.. Ya.. I know. And as much as you are concerned about me, I am concerned about you as well," She mocked me with her sweet vicious smile.
I cracked up. "You know me well, honey." I replied to her before I stood up & stole one of her cigarettes.
Why Is It A-Okay to Record It?
I lost my virginity as early as 14 (something that I wasn't proud of) and always believe that, "Love-Making" session is a Beautiful thing. It is true when they say that "When you're in Love, the heart speaks with the heart, no words required for us to say."
I remembered there was a particular time, I had I recorded my Love Making session with my only ex-love and it was somewhat weird, but nice FOR US to view it. After viewing, both of us agreed that the passion in the "Love-Making" and it was just priceless. It was just that, I got a hard slapped on the head, Ouch!, when I jokingly told my ex-love that, "Damn, you could pass as a Hot Porn-star."
After watching it, both of us come to same thinking that the video MUST be destroyed. And obviously we didn't use video phone, oh come on; Video phone is such a child's play. We used my notebook- The bigger, the better baby..
Okay enough said of my experience. Back to the topic. My advice to you girls out there, please be careful with this increasing trends of video phone thingy. Like what Jason Mraz sang.. "Our Name is Our Virtue .." It would really bring great pain to my eyes, especially your parents & family- not forgetting race, to watch you girls trying to be naughty for the obvious wrong reason. If you decided to recorded it with your partner, just to see how funny your boyfriend face when he reached to his stage of Nirvana, Please don't forget to Delete it off. For Heaven sake.
Lastly, Never trusted your boyfriend when he said that he would keep the video with full-responsibility. This is simply because; Men are not Only Ego but They are Careless at times. Most of times for me. So ya, Be Safe Never Keep Your Sex Video. I couldn't emphasize more than this.
Till my next Blog; With Loads of Love - Adifazely.
[This is a message to a Friend, or acquaintance for now, who decided to say Goodbye to my circle of friends recently; you know who you are.
Erm dude, I still remember what you told me before when I told you that ..
"No matter how we quarreled with each other, we (Alfiah gang) would still, at the end of the day, be good with each other again"
And you replied something like, "It's good that you guys maintained the good relationship with each other."I truly hope that you would take back your Goodbye, if you are a man of your words. Maybe you might not want to chat with me anymore, which I could understand why, but at least not to the others. Because they don't deserve it. Well, I could be full of crap at times, (who doesn't anyway), so ya la.. I think I have done my part since it was My Fault for your leave. Till then, take care. - Adifazely]
Friday, January 29, 2010
Love, Lust & Friendship.
I was like .. " Haha, nothing surprising." Zebras can never hide their stripes, as they are born with it. I log off from Facebook & switched off my notebook. I toss & turn without realizing it was already 4.10 am. God damned it, I would be working in few hours time & still I could not sleep.
There were many things running through my mind. Partly was my ex-love relationship status, the things I had discussed with my Alfiah Gang, earlier that night and the pondering thoughts of Love & Friendship I had while I was on the back back home from gym. Oh ya, we (Alfiah Gang) were sharing our views on my "Friend-a-Fit" article and how I could improve on my blog. Then I came to realize, the whole junk that was running through my mind, were related to one another. Without wasting time, I got my ass up from the couch, leaving my two sleeping buddies aside (my pillows if you are wondering) and head to my bedroom to reach out for my treasure box.
As I was puffing away and at the same time walking in circles in the kitchen, I tried to put all my thoughts into one piece. The more I tried to analyze them, the more wisdom of thoughts flowing in my mind. It was like; you're fixing a jigsaw puzzle & out of nowhere, tonnes of other pieces threw at you to make it complete. I knew I got to hands on, as to not lose those information that I had in my mind. Instantly, I switched on my notebook again & the next thing I knew; I was blogging.
I began by reflecting the thoughts that I had on the day before. I had been pondering a lot about Love, Lust & Friendship. Bubbles of opinions first produced when I out-of-the-blue pondered "Would one chooses Love over Friendship or Friendship over Love?"
There was a particular time, I posed this question to a BFF of mine. We were playing our favourite game at our favourite spot, Alfiah Coffee-shop. It was a quiz game where we would ask each other random questions (life, political, social etc.) and when one answered, others would rate his answer in the given time frame. The winner would obviously be the one that could gave the most intelligent answer to his question. Wasn't that easy for dude. LOL.
So my question went something like this, "Imagine you are a firemen & you could only save 1 person in a fire-fight. Would you save your Best friend, that had been there for you all these while. Or your Only true Love-partner, that if you don't save him, you will never find any true Love-partner ever again."
I glowed with an evil smile when I saw my BFF stuttering in answering his question. He answered that he would save his true Love-partner. Reason being, you can find Best friend anytime.
Nice, I thought. Although it wasn't the same answer that I was thinking, his answer was still a good one. I gave him a good score. My opinion was; If I were to choose between Love and Best friend, I would choose Love. This is because, a true Love-partner consists of a Lover & a Best friend. Whereas a Best friend can only give you the best companionship but not intimacy.
That leads me to another element; Lust. What if the Love that I had found was new, and unsure if he/she could stay long in the relationship? Then I would rather choose my Best friend instead. This is because, it could be Lust that I was unconsciously looking for in my partner, when I first met him/her, and thus I had called it Love. "Love for Lust in Love" Hmm.
I'm no Guru-of-Love, but my previous 1st love had taught me about, more-or-less something that I had longed been searching for; Relationship. Not as if I'm going to die without it but, at times I feel that I need it. My "need" doesn't solely means "Sex/Making Love" but, an observer or close companion that could tell me my progress in Life. Need I remind you guys that, I'm not an expressive person or to be precise, I'm not a good communicator. I can't easily translate what I'm thinking or feeling most of the times even to my BFFs. Just simply difficult dude.
By having a partner, one could express himself & get immediate feedback on his personality. However, keeping a partner isn't as easy as it seems, thanks to the demon that called "Lust". True friends could also give you immediate opinions or feedback, however they can never be the ones that could give you a the intimate touch or entertain your queries most of the times.
The next blog I'll go in detail on Love, Lust & Friendship. Oh ya, I'm gonna give updates on "friend-a-fit" in friendship", as what I truly think of it.
Till the next blog; with Loads of Love - Adifazely.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Semoga Bahagia - May You Achieve Happiness.
So what songs I played? Oh, I played the same old medley that I usually played repetitively at the same place. I started off with "Bintang Kecil - A Malay Lullaby Song", followed by "An Jing " - Jay Chou, then Lee Hom "Kiss Good Bye & Wei Yi", next "Bengawan Solo" - the Malay & Chinese Version and so on.
As I was indulging in my own world, I received an unwanted interruption from an expected person. "Oi.. Brother! Can you stop splashing water all over the place. Some of the water had leaked from the bathroom!" screamed the one that I called; the little Discipline Master of the house. She was my 17 year old youngest sister.
"Okay.. I'll splashed more!" I screamed in my reply to irritated her. "Hmm.. Where was I?" I began to recall those favourite songs of mine, before coming a complete end to my medley, which subsequently would end my evening shower. As I was shivering naked recalling for songs, the song "Semoga Bahagia" by Our Late Zubir Said, strikes my mind.
Oh ya, I love to sing old or classic songs while showering. Back then, most of the songs were simply evergreen, unlike today. But the song "Semoga Bahagia" was different. The song not only evergreen- in my own opinion but, it has many basic moral values stated in that song, that I felt we adults tend to forget or being ignorant over it at times. Every time when I hear people singing that song, especially children, I would feel touched. Reminisces of my primary school days would be playing in my mind, hence smiles would breed from it.
So what's the song about? The song depicts the values that youths should possess, and it also encourages youth to pursue their dreams, prove their value to the world, and wishes them success and happiness. On top of that, this song teaches one to honour/respect one's tradition & custom with full pride. Look around you today, I must say that moral values of youngsters today are depleting. And most tradition or custom practices are no longer or little being practiced. It is indeed a sad thing because in a way, we are losing the roots of our tradition and culture. Liberalization from the influence of western cultures or mixed cultures are Greatly the caused of it.
When I was browsing Youtube in looking for the song for this blog, I come to realize that back in 2006 NDP, Suria Singing Competition Champ- Hyrul Anwar, had sang the song differently. It was either he forgot the lyrics hence he made up by himself- which unlikely the case, or most probably the lyrics been changed due to suit the rhythm of his version. I think it is a form of disrespect to change any song writers lyrics. Furthermore, I believe that the song "Semoga Bahagia" was perfectly written; So what's there to amend? Shame brother.. shame.
Hmm... Why do I love the song? This because as you can see, I'm a dreamer. A dreamer that dreamed living in his own world. Once the real world catch up with me, I'm back to the same working class employee that needs to break away from his job to be what he has desired for his career. No, I don't want to be a singer, because I know I can't sing .. hehe, but a _ _ _ _ _ _ L_ _ _ actually I want to be. Not telling you for now. Every time when I feel lazy or feel like giving up in my dreams, I would listen to that song, as a motivation for me to push on. It helps me a lot.
I shall end my blog by the lyrics & translation of the Song :
( I know Some of you Guys would Sing Along. Hehe)
Malay lyrics
Semoga Bahagia ( Children's Day Song )
- Sama-sama maju ke hadapan
- Pandai cari pelajaran
- Jaga diri dalam kesihatan
- Serta sopan-santun dengan kawan-kawan
- Dengan hati bersih serta suci
- Sama-sama hormat dan berbudi
- Jaga tingkah pemuda-pemudi
- Adat dan budaya junjung tinggi
- Capailah lekas cita-cita pemudi-pemuda
- Supaya kita ada harga di mata dunia
- Kalau kita lengah serta lupa
- Hidup kita sia-sia
- Jiwa besar sihat serta segar
- Rajin dengan sabar tentu bahagia
- Lemah lembut perangai pemudi
- Cergas tangkas wataknya pemuda
- Suka rela selalu berbakti
- Sikap yang pembela dan berjasa
- Capailah nama yang mulia pemudi-pemuda
- Rajinlah supaya berjaya semoga bahagia
English
May You Achieve Happiness
- Together we progress
- Clever at seeking knowledge
- Take care of your health
- And be courteous to your friends
- With a clean and pure heart
- We respect and do good to each other
- Watch your behaviour, oh youths
- Respect and honour your customs and traditions
- Quickly reach your goals/dreams, oh youths
- So that we'll have our worth, in this world
- If we are lazy and forgetful
- Our lives are worthless
- A big heart and a fresh mind
- Hardworking and patience definitely brings success/happiness
- Soft-spoken is the lady
- Energetic and tenacious is the man
- Charitable, always contributing
- Having a righteous spirit and doing good
- Attain a respectable position, oh youths
- Be hardworking so that you will succeed, may you achieve happiness
Till the next blog; with Loads of Love - Adifazely.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Sexy.
Got to sleep now. Good Nite to You 'Sexy' little Creatures out there. Stay Sexy Always. ^^.
Till the next blog; with Loads of Love - Adifazely.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Friend-A-Fit : Would You Allow Your Friend to Touch Your Disco Stick?
Okay, For the Record of those who do not know what's the meaning of "friend-a-fit", Friend-A-Fit means having "friends with benefits" such as you can have sex, kiss, hold hands, cuddle and do things that couples do in relationships but you have no emotional attachments. You don't have to care about their feelings being hurt when you are with another person. And they shouldn't be hurt too. (According to "Urban Dictionary" - online.)
Here's How the Debate Went On Yesterday ...
"How could you have sex with your own friends .. You're making you're friend like a slave," Zahid Mendoza said as he still holding on to his cup of less sugar coffee while the whole debate was going on. Don't ask me why.
"No! In what way I will make my friend like a slave? It is not as if I would practice Master & Slave on them during the Lust making session," I said that as my defense statement.
"Adi, if you were to do with friends that are not so close to you, it's Ok," Rizal Abdul Karim said while having his arms folded.
Heder Monteiro then nodded his head to agree with Rizal Abdul Karim.
"It's not the matter of the proximate level of friendship that you have with your friends, it's about satisfying your Lust & your friend's Lust," I replied with a stern voice in order to make my point more concrete.
"If that's the case, I'm sorry to tell you this but, you simply don't have any principles in life," Zahid Mendoza said bluntly.
I raised my both hands up and in ironic amusement laughter I said, "What? Because of that I do not have principles in Life??."
"Donita" was there too. He was indeed speechless & clueless, and probably shocked about the whole debate. Still, with a Big Bro image he portrayed, he remained cool & steady. Way to go Boy!
Oh well, enough with the debate. I shall share with you readers, based on my personal experience, 5 Top Reasons of why "Friend-A-Fit" is A-Okay in this Civic Minded Society.
(Not in any particular Order.. But the no. 5 is the Most Priority. Hehe.)
1) Better Friendship. First of all, the higher the level of intimacy you have with your friend, is the closer your friendship you will have with your friend. This is because, you have removed the personal space boundaries with him/her. You allow him to enter the personal space which, you would distance yourself from others, due to your insecurities, trust & safety.
2) Healthy Sex. Okay, We Human Beings are horny at times. For the Hardcore ones, it would be every minute of their lives. (Haha!) Anyway, we could practice healthy sex because as you know, the rate of STD & Aids are increasing every second as the clock ticks. And We are all immune to have it if; we were to wake up one day & realized that for some human-nature-call reason we are horny, and decided to go chat channels for some hook-up. While some others, usually the old ugly people, would look for prostitutes for it. Hence, if the hook-ups that we met up or the prostitutes that the old ugly people look for has STD or Aids .... (Please help me to complete the sentence & don't forget to touch "Wood").
So, doing with friends are healthy because, 1 thing for safety sure; Our Friends Won't Want to Harm Us If They Know They Have It.
3) Genuine Feedback. In One Night Stand, most partners find it difficult to give their "ONS" party a genuine feedback of the sex that they had had. This is because, most of them probably don't bother as it is just; One Night Only thingy. Talking about this, I remembered years back when someone was giving me a Blow, it hurts my Disco Stick so much because my ONS partner had irregular set of teeth. I was like; Ouch baby, Please be a freak for a year or two to put on aluminum metal sheets on your teeth so that in future, you won't hurt others. Of course I didn't tell that off.
4) Sex Guru. Knowing that your friend will give you genuine feedback on your sex skills, you could practice more on him to make it perfect. After doing it probably a year with your friend & one fine day you try to do it on your date, your date would go like "Ah Woo .(Like Shakira song; She Wolf).. Heaven is really a place On Earth!" And thus ... Viola! You're a Sex Guru! A.k.a The Man That Knows It All.
5) Better Love Life. As much as Act Innocent people wants to deny that Love is Not About Sex, but the harsh but yet sweet truth is that, Love Is About Sex. Ok, fine. I shall moderate my thinking & say Good Sex is one of the pillar for a Good Relationship. Care, Share, bluek, bluek again till vomit and others are the other pillars of a good relationship as well.
So there you have it. The 5 Good Reasons of why getting intimate, sex, fore play, banging behind the bush - you name it, with your friends is A-Okay & in fact it is better than to do with some unknowns.
I shall end my Blog this time by stating a some parts of lyrics from one of Lady Gaga Song. It's called Love Game:
I'm on a mission, And it involves some heavy touchin' yeah.
You've indicated your interest,I'm educated in sex, yes.
And now I want it bad,Want it bad. I love game, I love game.
I can see you staring there from across the block
with a smile on your mouth and your hand on your *huh
The story of us it always starts the same with a boy and a girl and a *huh and a game!
Till the next blog, With Loads of Love (Game); Adifazely.
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Saturday, January 9, 2010
Oh My Fellow Brothers Across the Borders, What Have you Done.
[ What I have commented here is purely my opinions. References of any facts given are reflected at the bottom of the page. Readers are invited to give their views in the comment box. Please be responsible enough to comment your views moderately. Thank you.]
It was on late Thursday night when I first know about the dispute. I was lying beside my mom on the couch when I got to know of it on Suria repeated news telecast.
My mom suddenly tapped me continuously and was going like, "Adi, Adi . . Watch this. The Malaysians were having dispute over the kalimah "Allah".
"Oh really .. " I then sat up and leaned my body forward to focus more on the news.
As I closed my eyes I pondered, "By leaving this matter to the Court, was it the best alternative way to settle the issue?" First of all, the Court as supposed to touch on social issues. How was it possible to favour or judge two parties when it comes to Religion and Beliefs? These are the sensitive issues that I don't think the Court have the ability or right to judge at the first place.
The next morning was warm and bright and as close as to sunny as the Singapore skyline allowed. My eyes were half-opened as I make my way to the toilet to shower & get ready for work. As she stirred the coffee, my mom turned and said "Guess what, the churches got burnt".
"Churches got burnt in Malaysia?" the question kept running through my mind when I was at work. Hmm. It was like, I couldn't digest the fact. How could developed country like Malaysia, where most are educated, allowed this to happen? If this were to happen to developing countries like Indonesia probably I could understand but Malaysia? It was hard for me to accept the fact.
There were many issues that popped up in my mind when I thought of blogging this up. It was messy. For what I concerned most was that, the upcoming consequences from these irresponsible actions. From the factors like racial riots to increasing threats of the terrorists, weren't possible to happen if the Malaysian Authorities do not take good control over this avoidable situation.
Again, these are the things that running through my mind ...
How Could This Happen At the First Place?
1. My Point of View On the Irresponsible Act.
Must it comes to such resort, such as burning of other religion's holy place, to claim in what-you-think is right? For what is Truly Right is that, Islam did not teach us to use any form of violence against others. Importantly, Patience Makes Up Half of Our Faith in Islam. If the irresponsible acts been done by the Muslims there, I'll say, "Shame On You". You simply do not understand the Most Basic teaching of Islam.
2. Why Must the Christians Use kalimah of "Allah"?
Hmm. I wondered. The Christians there may not have the intentions of converting the Muslims, but why on earth would you want to use the kalimah of "Allah" when you know that you are only made up 10% of the whole population and majority are Muslims? I mean like, they should know by doing so, they might confuse some young & naive Muslims there. On top of that, they could be penalized if they are found proselytized the Muslims in certain states. To begin with, the kalimah "Allah" does not even exists in the Bible. Why must they interpret the word God as "Allah" when they can use the word "Tuhan" that is more relevant because, the word "Tuhan" is in Malay Language. I find it ridiculous as they themselves are inviting trouble. But still, they don't deserve to have their church burnt down.
First of all, it could be the act of terrorists because that was their perfect time to fire-up the tensions & once the Muslims go out of control, it's a good time recruit them to their forces. Secondly, I know it might sound ridiculous, but it could be an act of the Radical Christians. People would do anything to tarnish one's image. Honestly, do you really think the September 11 incident was the work of the Al-Qaeda? Or America themselves were the Al-Qaeda? For ulterior reason; Liquidified-gold.
So What's the Story Next?
Damaged has been done & no point of pointing fingers or making false accusations. I guess the most important thing that the Malaysian Government should do now is that, they should not only tightened up their line of security in the country, but also to promote racial harmony through mutual respect.
If the Malaysian Government does not do anything about it, I fear for the worst. Seriously. Besides concerning of my religion image, I'm also concerned about influx ion of "refugees" if a massive riot were to happen across the borders. On top of that, the terrorists might find their homeland if things get worsen.
I shall end my blog by saying, "Let's Pray for the Best" no matter which religion you're from. Enough of natural disasters that worries us so much, we simply do not need avoidable human disaster.
Till the next blog, with Loads of Love; Adifazely.
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1) Tun Dr Mahathir's Blog
http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/2010/01/kontroversi-kegunaaan-kalimah.html#more
2) Leaders Condemn Church Burning Incident In Desa Melawati
http://www.bernama.com/bernama/v5/news_lite.php?id=466965 (Bernama.Com)
3) Malaysia Church Torched Amid Allah Row
http://in.reuters.com/article/worldNews/idINIndia-45233720100107?pageNumber=1&virtualBrandChannel=0
Friday, January 8, 2010
The Silence
(This article is going to be boring-&-dry compared to others. I am going to blabber what I had encounter few weeks back till hours ago. Feel free to press the exit button if you feel that it is going to waste at most 5 minutes of your precious life.)
Oh my, I remembered that minutes ago a sweeper had swept around the area & next to my seat. Most probably my inhalers had slipped from my left pocket, which had happened couple of times, & dropped on the floor, thus it had been swept by the sweeper.
Gosh, that period of time, I felt so pissed with myself and being overreacting by making it a big fuss. Sitting quietly with my folded arms , I began to cross my right leg over and shook it hard. I stared sharply to one direction while imagining I was overturning all of the empty tables to vent my anger. Of course it didn't happen. (I can be self-destructive, like a time bomb, when I've gone mad).
I'm making a BIG fuss over it because: That's my last box before my upcoming pay, in days time.
Can't afford to get another as this month, my hard work $$$ had gone to the mall's cashier box. (Read my article on "Shopping with Mr Goldfish")
There's when a wisdom strikes me "A New Beginning is When One has a New Thinking". And I realized that, when every time I'm angry and being silence, my senses would come back to me. It would reminds me of the near future or present issues that I should be concerned of. My studies, career and taekwondo.
To: Zahid. As much as I want to heed your advice like having a good time hanging out with you guys to let go my past year bad memories, I just simply can't. The good times I have would only erase the sadness temporarily. (Like the Shopping Spree I had last month) . Once I'm alone, it will haunt me & only me can stop the Monster.
To: Malik. Don't worry dude, I will be fine. Don't need professional help. I believe I'm strong enough to overcome this myself. Only self-progression in the things I do would kill the pain.
To: Rizal. I have already increase the font of the blog. Feedback me if you still can't read it.
To: Daniel. Thanks for the concerned and approached. You're a good friend.
To: Heder. :) Your "Puake-ness" I will miss a lot.
I'll keep blogging, blogging & blogging to keep you guys update for now. I really want to be alone for the time being.
Till the next blog. Loads of Love; Adifazely.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Vanity On Oneself Does Tell A Story (Part 2)
(Continue from Part 1 ..)
The fireplace had formed a saluate of the most perfect nude body he had ever seen in his life. Her skin was as smooth as silk and simply flawless. His hand began to ran from the bosom of the girl's body to her bottom. The girl looked so beauteous even when she was sleeping. He couldn't believe he had got what he desired, right before his eyes.
"I shall die like this with no regrets if I've reached to my last breath." Alanjandro said to himself while resting his head with his left arm and still brushing the girl 's body, that he had long admired.
Alanjandro then set aside some stray of the girl's hair with his last finger and moved forward to kiss her forehead. As he closed his eyes and at the verge of doing it, a voice whispered through his ears.
"My dear frog prince.. Is this how you want things to be? And you called this infinity?"
It's Vanity. The figure that had always appeared as a shadow in Alanjandro's life. The figure that had helped Alanjandro, through motivation, to turned from a frog to a prince again. Through endless motivation, Alanjandro had pushed himself and finally found the the cure to his curse.
"Look at you, you're perfect like a Hercules.. What have she done to deserve an Utopian like you," whispered vanity again as he tried to reach to Alanjandro's soul.
Lastly, Vanity whispered," Where was she when you were looking for the cure? She was nowhere insight except for me your Highness.." Vanity then slowly faded away as soon as all of the branches in the fireplace turned to ashes, like how the love Alanjandro beginning to feel for the girl.Standing tall with no regrets, Alanjandro picked his clothes and got dressed.
"Where you're heading my Love?" the girl asked as soon as she was awaken by noise that Alanjandro made."Alanjandro remained silence. He walked a few steps to the door for his leave. And even before the girl, that he used to love few minutes ago, could say another sentence, Alanjandro paused and said, "My heart did reach yours, but.. you're not the one for me. And will never be."
----------The End----------
Written by: Adifazely.
Oh well, that is just a mini-short story for your entertainment. Hmm. By the way, back to Part 1 topic, I guess it's so-true when they say; things happen for a reason. If I never met the burger, I'll never be admired. Hmm. Maybe la.
Anyway, the point that I'm trying to make here is that, vanity does not necessarily portray one's insecurity. In fact for my case, I'm vain because I used to be so insecure. Contradicting. But at the end of the day, I think vanity can never keep it with confidence. The pictures of any model's body (FHM, Men Mag, etc) can never be compared to a pictures of 'no six pack' type of body. I salute those people who take pictures in what ever shape they are, with full confidence.I shall end my blog with this qoute .. "Vanity is just an act of the Narcissist, and being a Narcissist is not a bad thing, depending how you want to live your life."
Till the next blog (Gonna hit the gym now); Loads of Love: Adifazely
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
Vanity On Oneself Does tell a Story ... (Part 1)
"Oh Vanity ... What do I have to offer the girl. Even the Moonlight is not shining on me.."said the frog prince as he tried to find his true reflection by looking at the pond.
"It does not matter my dear. Be it if the moon shines or not, it is the matter of how you want to portray yourself. You are indeed the Masterpiece of your own look.. Stay with me.. and I will tell you how" replied Vanity with a glowing smile.
So how could I possibly looked like when I was 14? Short & plump, center-parting hair with 2 curly fringes. Hmm.. what else. Oh, my waistline almost reached size of 34. My dressing? Simply horrible dude.
Despite being a misfit, I never failed to enjoy life. Got influenced with the underground music scene and there was a period of time I got myself into deep Shit. Hehe. I would describe my teenage days as "wild & free". I was still having self-esteem problem till at the age of 18(the year where I had dropped-out from polytechnic). But there was when an unfortunate incident had changed everything.
Well, basically the person I had a crush on badly, had crushed me instead. Nothing could be far worst than to be looked down on by the person you adored most. Hmm.. to cut the chase, the whole incident had made me stronger than ever. I felt that, it was time for me to work my ass out to show him something. Something that I weren't sure of that time. But I just told myself that I must work-out to have a better physical looks. Viola ! In 8 months I lost 8 kg and had a waistline of 28 due to my excessive diet & running. Damn .. from a plump monster, I turned into a scrawny freak.
I entered NS after the 8 months of self-trained, and by the time I'm done with it, my body was lean and tone till date. Just nice, I thought. Oh ya, I've met the burger last year at my former part time job. He wanted to get some stuff & it was so happened that I was at the counter. He was like stunned & shy to see the big difference in me. And I was like "Eat your heart out Honey."
That incident had really made me feel good about myself. There was when I decided to trust the vanity in me. No more insecurities. I was like thinking "If you have it, flaunt it".
Hmm. But I was wondering recently. What happens if I didn't have the chance to know the burger at the first place? Will I be forever feeling insecure of my looks? Will those people in Facebook would still give compliments on my pics? Hmm. Probably not I guess.
To be continue ...
Got to sleep guys. Will update as soon as possible. Nites.
Till the next blog, Loads of Love; Adifazely.
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Friday, January 1, 2010
Viva La 2010 !
Well, I'm not sure about you but I'm looking forward for this day to come. The first day of the New Year. The day that ends 2009. The day that I told myself, it's time to move on and the pain won't hurt me anymore. Hmm. Hopefully I'm right this time.
Yesterday.. 0001 Hrs at Clarke Quay:
I was thinking ..
Dear Adifazely,
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For the Record Babe ..
I hate to do this but for the record of 2009, I wish to list the things that leads me to Depression;
Top 3 List
1) The Break Up
2) Office Politics
3) Time Commitment
Hmm. Depression .. For the first time in my life, I couldn't take good control of myself when I was depressed. I did a couple of unworthy things that makes me an idiot. Yes, I was an idiot for a period a time. (Come on, don't laugh at me) But the best part was, I'm not sure what the "F "I'm thinking when I did those unworthy stuffs.
(I thought it would be nice to list how life could break me at times, and one day when I am standing tall again, I would be smiling when I have at a good look at it.)
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Present.. 2nd Day of the Year at 0321 Hrs:
You know what, as much as I thought I'm better off dead back then - 2009, I'm glad that I'm still here because .. 2009 is Over !! I'm glad that I've gotten loads of issues over issues that have gave me an idea of how life in 2010 is going be & how things going to work out for me. I'm sorry again for those I've hurt back in 2009. Again, I'm just a human being. Full of imperfections.
Anyway, I will make full use of 2010 with the emptiness I have now. Like what good friend of mine, Malik, once told me before; emptiness might not be necessarily be a bad thing. I begin to understand what he meant. I'll treat 2010 like my table cover at my work place (Read my blog "When Nirvana Strikes!")
I shall end my blog for now. So tired. I'm working in 5 Hours time. Yawn*
But before i'll end, I would like to take this opportunity to wish you guys a Happy 2010. Let us leave what's not worth remembering, & treat life the best of it's best. Good Night my friends. By the way, please do add me as my reader by clicking the icon button - "Follow". It won't cost you a single cent & I would really appreciate a lot. Thank you.
Till the next blog, Loads of Love; Adifazely.